Sometimes I get overwhelmed and depressed, and trying to find a way to connect with other people seems impossible. Lately it has been like that again. The whole world seems to be off its axis, tilting more and more away from being centered. The people in my life who often steady me, suddenly seem to need steadied themselves and I stop feeling like I can draw on their strength, I don't want to add to the burden of their lives.
That is when I look for ways to replenish my strength from something bigger than me. I am lucky, because I only have to step outside to find reminders that there are things much bigger and more eternal and more beautiful than the mind of man can comprehend.
I go to the world looking for beauty, and it is all around me, in the ocean, and redwood tree, yes. But also in the tiny banana slug, and the feather in the wind, and the child sifting through the sand for a sun kissed agate.
Then when I have to return to my home, and my family and the news of the day, I can do so with a well of quiet strength inside me. I can share that beauty and warmth with my family and friends and then quietly sit at the computer, dreaming in words that hopefully bring strength and warmth to a wider world. Yes, I'm an introvert, and sometimes I can't think quickly enough to get the words right in a conversation, and when I can, that interaction exhausts me, even though I also love it. I love teaching and being in a crowd, especially a crowd of children, but I get drained there, and for me, the quiet thoughtful times when it is just me and a blank page, are when my battery is being recharged.
When I look at the books I like to read, there are often underlying themes of violence and danger, but when I choose what I want to give back to the world, I find the beauty and love and celebrate the differences that make us able to be stronger together than any one of us will ever be alone. The first book I published turns five years old this year, and It still makes me happy that I put the energy into writing it. People who have also learned to love Duffy Barkley tell me that his story has shown them a lot about accepting differences and finding joy together. That is why I write.
I am Dixie Dawn Miller Goode. My favorite protagonist is a young boy with Cerebral Palsy. "Duffy Barkley walks on four legs," the kids tease, because he uses crutches. There are many things Duffy has to work extra hard to accomplish, but no-one can tell him "No!" This Blog has things that somehow tie into my Duffy Barkley books, or into my writing, including the time twisted, Double Time: On The Oregon Trail and my various kids picture books.
Showing posts with label Pacific. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Pacific. Show all posts
Friday, January 27, 2017
Monday, December 12, 2016
The Redwood Tree
I am happy to announce the release of my third picture book for young children. This one is non fiction but reads like a story as you share photographs of the beautiful and long lived giants of the Pacific Coast.
It is available on Amazon at the following link
Saturday, September 17, 2011
The Ghost Ship
This Month, I have reduced the kindle price of the original book to 99 cents
http://www.amazon.com/Duffy-Barkley-Tales-Uhrlin-ebook/dp/B004478F5M/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1316296011&sr=8-2
and priced the new kindle book at merely $2.99 in the hope that more people will be willing to test out their own interest in these adventure stories.
http://www.amazon.com/Duffy-Barkley-Tales-Uhrlin-ebook/dp/B005CQ5Z8E/ref=pd_sim_kinc1?ie=UTF8&m=AG56TWVU5XWC2
Prologue: Ghost Ship
On the colorless day that the ghost ship was discovered, the sea was calm and milk white. The air was thick with fog and Captain Edward could not see from the port side of his “Morning Breeze” to the starboard railing. Two years had passed since this area of the sea had been violated with the mining and upheaval of Smelter’s attempted wall building. The ocean’s surface was forgiving, but the captain found himself wondering what the sea bed looked like now.
His musings were interrupted by the voice from the Crow’s Nest. “Ship off port bow!” As the faintest grey silhouette of masts and sails became visible, the Captain ordered a full stop and squinted through the murky light. “Ahoy, The Ship,” he called out and then echoed his call once and again, but the other ship did not respond.
His men gathered along the railing, curiosity turned to un-ease as the larger ship remained silent and no sight of movement could be detected upon the decks which rose high above their own. As they neared, they slowly began to fear that some calamity had befallen the larger vessel.
Captain Edward pulled himself up the last rung of the ladder and hesitated. The silence of the large sailing vessel was un-settling and complete. Yet even though there was no indication of life on board, there was a certain sense of violation involved in going, without permission, onto someone else’s ship.
He stepped onto the wooden deck and the training of a life at sea forced him to call out, “Permission to come aboard?” Even though he spoke softly, the words seemed to echo loudly – calling to ghosts or sea-monsters for unwanted attention. The hesitation in his voice and the nerves that he didn’t want to be showing, forced him to raise his voice and repeat the greeting in the normal booming voice that he used to be heard on deck. His men called it his, “command voice.”
His footsteps were firm on the boards in spite of the unsettling nerves he felt from his toes, to the pit of his stomach, to the hair follicles on his head. His men, following close upon his heels, were alert, but waited for his signal before moving to investigate the ship. He had brought seven sailors with him, and ordered those who remained behind to stay on watch for any sign of trouble.
The discoveries were as unsettling as the un-natural silence, and the men spoke in little more than whispers – in the respectful quiet of voices at a funeral. The Soaring Schoomer was clearly built more for passengers than for cargo, but where were the passengers and crew?
“None of the lifeboats are missing,” spoke a man who looked at the hooks and ties along the railing on both sides of the ship. He dug into the stores in the small rowboat and noticed that it seemed to be a fairly typical supply, such as what they always kept stored in their lifeboats. There were fishing hooks and lines, small solar water distillers for removing salt, warm, waterproof skins, and some small store of first aid materials and preserved food. Nothing indicated that the stores had been accessed in any recent times.
“The life vests do not appear to have been touched, sir. I don’t know how many they had but this box is full,” another sailor said, and the thud as he let the wooden lid drop back into place made the silence ring briefly.
Moving beyond the open space and into the dining room, the feeling of strangeness intensified. Most of the tables were set as if expecting the passengers to file in momentarily. There were platters of food, sitting waiting to be served along a counter between the galley and the dining area. While the cooking area was clean and well kept, a few large, dirty pans, soaked in water that still retained some suds. The large grill bore scouring powder and rags, as it waited to be scrubbed clean.
Captain Edward gathered his men around him here in the little kitchen, the smell of cooking still fresh around them. “I am thinking that the next part of this investigation could turn ugly.” He told them, “with no sign that anyone has left the ship, I am afraid of what we will find when we go below deck and begin to search the cabins. Stay in pairs and if you find anyone who is obviously dead, DO NOT TOUCH THE BODY! If this is a plague ship, we don’t want to catch any disease. Of course, if you find someone who is alive, contact me. I will be going to search the Captain’s cabin and to look for a ship’s log. Just be very alert. We have no idea what we are dealing with here.”
The Captain’s cabin was only a few steps from the helm. Its heavy wooden door swung open with just a feather light push. The room was empty but appeared lived in, as if the occupant had walked out, expecting to return momentarily.
There were articles of clothing and a shaving kit. Many of the items that a person would grab before abandoning ship were out in plain sight, a photograph of a woman, some small treasured keepsakes. A leather bound ship’s log lay closed upon the desk next to a weighted down, unrolled chart. The regular desk chair was pulled up by the chart, as was a much sturdier, larger, wooden bench. At least two people had been studying the chart not long ago.
Captain Edward stepped up to the desk to see what had caught their attention. As the simple chart began to make sense to him, he blinked in surprise. The Bobbing Islands, with their random movements, which kept them safe from many dangers, were shown, graphed and moving, along a seasonal, multi-year cycle. Instantly the captain grasped the threat that this chart posed to the Islands and their security, but the words that he saw, inked up along the right hand margin of the chart made the hair on his arms rise and the blood in his veins turn icy. “P. SB in Oohline.”
Briefly he forgot the mystery of the empty ship and was blind to the cabin around him. His mind’s eye focused on his memory of a laughing, snow white face and the green mane of the young lady who was Princess of the Bobbing Islands. He saw her swimming with Orca, as sleek and beautiful as they when she leaped from the dark water in a cascade of diamond bright drops.
The drumming of boot steps approaching the cabin across the wooden deck, then the deep voice of one of his men interrupted his fearful musings. “Captain, Sir. The cabins are empty. There appears to be no one on board. No sign of violence or struggle, no obviously missing trunks or personal belongings. The ship does not appear to have been completely full, but there would seem to have been several passengers, including families with children.”
Another sailor added his opinion as he approached, “If the ship was in a harbor, you’d swear they’d all walked onto the dock with every intention of being back in time for supper.”
Captain Edward acknowledged the information with a nod and then glanced at the man again – looking questioningly at the cloth monkey in the crook of the sailor’s left arm.
“Oh, right. This? This was tucked under a blanket with its head on a pillow and it just struck me. . . well, . . . the child who tucked it in like that would not have just walked away and forgotten it.
Again the captain nodded, and turned back to roll up the chart. He tied it with a string and took it with him as he pulled the door closed behind him, then he stopped, turned back, and went inside once more to retrieve the leather bound ship’s log. With the rolled chart, and heavy book safely secured, he closed the door again and directed his boarding party to make their way down the ladder for the return to their own ship.
Now the decisions must be made. If he left a skeleton crew on the abandoned vessel, they could limp it in to the nearest port. But if the chart was the threat that he feared it was, and if that threat was focused upon the only child of the King and Queen, then speed in getting a message to . . .where? . . .The Bobbing Islands? . . . Oohline? Speed became his first, indeed his only priority. He waved his men back off the ghostly ship. They came at once, one of them still clutching the soft monkey and holding it to his shoulder as he might comfort his own babe.
Captain Edward ran his hand along the sleek, rich, chocolate brown, wooden railing as he stepped once more onto his own “Morning Breeze.” Through the caress on the wood, he felt an energy, which re-charged him and welcomed him home to a world that made sense. The larger ship, looming above them, was well maintained and ship shape – but his little lady was loved and pampered and it showed in every gleaming inch. He felt it in the way she gave her heart to leaping across the water at the merest thought from him. “Make for the Bobbing Islands, full speed wherever possible.” He ordered
Glancing back at the ship he had ordered left to the sea’s mercy, he looked up into the rigging once more. From the crow’s nest, a small strip of blue cloth fluttering in the light breeze was all that moved on all that large and eerie ship.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Redwoods and Pacific of Del Norte (rhymes with snort here)
I moved to Del Norte county in 1989 and the very first thing I learned here, was that "Del Norte" rhymes with "Snort." Or they laugh, not just at you, but also at themselves for insisting on it.
A beautiful county, in cold and rainy territory, there are a lot of rugged, unpopulated areas, and a lot of sad and tragic history in Del Norte. But there is also a strength and courage in those who live here, and a sense of unity in living in this "solar-free zone" where gills develop if you choose to stay. We are the forgotten county. You have to drive South for 6 or 7 hours to reach "Northern California." and we rank fairly horribly on a lot of scales, in the bottom of all CA counties for poverty, drug use, teen-age mom's, child-abuse. Yet there is hope and love in the beauty and the people here.
Battery Point Lighthouse is a beacon of hope and a recognized symbol of the county, and a delightful, but crazy place to gather around bonefires and watch the fireworks exploding everywhere on the 4th of July.



Margaret Keating school In Klamath has reconstructed the native plank homes and shows a living and growing
Margaret Keating school In Klamath has reconstructed the native plank homes and shows a living and growing
Yurok and Tolowa culture. This in-spite of near extermination and a time when hunting Indians was legal.
Wonderstump Road, used to be a rail line for the logging company and now is a cool, green hallway lined with a regrouth that hints at the primal forest which once grew here. The Redwoods could also have been victims of extermination but finally some people cared enough to preserve some for their children's children.

The Pacific has provided richly for this area, and in turn attacked with a killer tsunami in 1964. There has been incredible fishing and tragic ship wrecks and a life on the edge of balance here. The Sea truly takes and gives.
My home, still contains a few of the stumps for which Wonderstump was named and is close to both the freezing, but beautiful Pacific and the mysterious, prehistoric feeling Redwoods.
The Pacific has provided richly for this area, and in turn attacked with a killer tsunami in 1964. There has been incredible fishing and tragic ship wrecks and a life on the edge of balance here. The Sea truly takes and gives.
My home, still contains a few of the stumps for which Wonderstump was named and is close to both the freezing, but beautiful Pacific and the mysterious, prehistoric feeling Redwoods.Several movies have been filmed in this area, Parts of the ewok scenes, Jurassic Park 2, ET, and "Darby O'Gill and the little people."
It may not be a perfect place, but it hasbeen perfect for me.
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